My heart leaps up when I behold
A Rainbow in the sky:
So was it when my life began;
So is it now I am a man;
So be it when I shall grow old,
Or let me die!
The Child is father of the man;
And I wish my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.

I’ve been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand,
Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?
These sensations barely interest me for another day,
I’ve got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away.

I need to find people that push me like this. I want to find people in my life that I want to run after.

You know, when you take the road the more you get distant from the starting point the more you possibly gain perspective of who you are where you come from and eventually who you want to be but you also loose parts of yourself you left part of yourself behind.